Yang terindah

Selalunya yang terindah akan datang tanpa dijangka, akan datang tanpa diduga, muncul tanpa disedari namun itulah yang menjadikannya salah satu perkara yang terindah yang tercatit di dalam diari minda kita.The things that happens unexpectedly and unpredictably  That's exactly what had happen the moment we started to be friends after being strangers for almost two years (even though we hung or hang (pffft)  out in a same group) but you were ignoring me for some reason (you hated me!!) hahaha. Then, as times passed by we became friends (I don't know how it started) I think it was right after the second semester dinner when you decided to snap a picture with me and then both of us with Wan called ourselves as "The European Sibling" as the three of us are tall. Since then, you dah okay sikit jelah haha with me (as a friend, of course).And we met a few times at the pasar malam and because I would always be left alone by that fuck boy, you would accompany me and belanja me one kuih that I never taste before. It was.. bamboo pulut, I think.. Oh, and during the Mechanical BBQ picnic at Kuantan, where I was left out alone because my girlfriend was with her boyfriend and I wanted to go at the waterfall and no one layan me, then suddenly he saw me wanting to go there and offered me to go with him , with the boys. When reaching there it was mesmerizing as it was my very first time seeing a real waterfall in front of me (Live), (I know its sounds sad but yup! haha It's the truth ma, kekeke (>.<)) And there's lots of strangers up there (most of 'em are men) I was scared and so I sat on the big rocks and played with the tiny little fishes on the surface of the river as he came to me and pulled me to the waterfall. He reached out his hand and I was like.. "mmm.. takpelah" and he smiled and then grabbed my hand and brings me slowly to the waterfall. (because he knew I was scared because all the men there looked at me as if I'm the BBQ chicken there!) and because I was scared of what's inside of the water itself. The algae on the riverbed was slimy ugh!(I'm just no used to it) But he teman me making sure I don't feel awkward and scared and no boys kacau me and brought me to the waterfall. But everything felt normal as if it was fine. I feel safe. From that event, actually I was hit bit by his action (just a little, not that hard!) But the fact that he's being a gentleman, that hit me. Okay, then, after went back from the Mechanical Trip at Taman Negara Pahang where we were in one group, it was okay-kind of okay. Oh, and there's this one day during mid-term break, where I called you to ask about the Yes Internet thingy and you were going to Perak on the next day and you offered me to come along because there's only one girl (his best friend's wife), so I could accompany her  but I refuse as it was too sudden. After a few days, you called me during your stop on your way  back to KL and the phone call was for nothing and I was like.. "mmm.. this is weird, maybe a normal kind of weird, like what does he wanted like suddenly call me for nothing? is there any hidden reason behinds this?" But it was just a phone call so I played it cool. I still had nothing to feel towards you yet as I know that you still have a girlfriend through your phone wallpaper. I feel as if I've reached to that comfortable-zone with you where I wanted to be friend with you and I then invited to keluar makan all along with the other boys and since then I started to notice that you're not you. You're the boy that usually go back to the hostel as soon as you came back. Just like you started to hang-out at the meja batu (tree-look alike depan car park) and even during Ramadhan I woke you up so that you could wake the fuck boy up for sahur but  ended up you're the one who wakes me up every sahur. It was kind of funny to reflash back these memories. However, we still remains as friends as I still thought you still belong to someone else and we don't contact like all the times pun. There's absolutely no high-hopes on you, boy.  Until, we became close enough macam adalah improve sikit the friendship level between us but still there's boundaries was when I asked you to came along to Kijal, (It was my housemates place) for hunting the nasi kerabu there where then we decided to picnic at Kijal beach while watching the sunrise. And you seems different as if not you. The way you treat me, the way you smile and we even took the Titanic post together lol! (Ofc without the hand on the waist part lah) I felt a tingled feeling already but I ignored it. I was always being silly like I always do until  you started to ask me "The Question". It took you about half-a-minute for you to ask me while I still didn't get the hint for what you were wanting to ask. Half past 10 then you asked me if I wanted to be yours. I was super-speechless then it get me super-nervous to being super-scared but I also had this like millions butterflies flying inside my tummy and then I went blank. I can't think straight. I couldn't even hold my phone because my hand started shaking. I asked you to give me an hour to think about it. And then I fold myself in the blanket and closed my eyes. I felt the rate of my heartbeat is increased and I couldn't think straight! Usually I don't feel this way not even with the "bendul guy" (just a nickname I gave to a person I used to have feelings with). Usually I have this fear (not being good enough or people that could come and leave their trace and leave this scars in my life and then act as if it had never happened while I'm the type that I don't fall easily but when I fall, I fall really hard. So, when people leave me for  a nonsense reason they had, it hurts me really bad and it took me more than a years to really let things go. But somehow, I had faith in you. Somehow I had this feelings that maybe you're the one and maybe you're not, and to know that I have to give you a chance. While I'm the kind of person that "If you wanna stay then act like one, if you don't have intention to stay in my life then go. I won't tie you down to stay with me. There's like billion of girls out there to choose instead of me" I was being honest by telling you and showing you every part of me even the darkest side of me and my history just to know how sincere you are to me. Even there's some things I didn't wish to tell you but you had your way of forcing me so that you know the real me And yet you chose to stay. For that I thank you. After this few years, whenever I looked at you I would always thank Allah for our meets. At last He met me with the right person that treats me right and love me as I am and for who I am.


That is why when you walked into  my life, you were no one, nobody to me, in fact your presence has no effect on me, I have no feelings towards you. We were strangers even though we were in the same course but only different classes. You hated me for some reason. You ignored me then. You were someone else's. And all of your friends were surprised when you decided to be with me making the starter of our relationship wasn't really good because the reaction of your friends. I really wondered what made you changed your mind, what made you sees me a different person than person you hated before this, what made you so sure that I would be the one for you. And the most of all I'd never thought that you would be the "one" till we're reached at this level of relationship > The future husband. Iloveyou. And I was once read somewhere, that the best relationship ussually the ones that begin unexpectedly and yes it is! hee